I don't even know what to say.. I'm feeling a lot of things right now, and they all came out of the blue. I'm falling asleep, but found this so important I had to share it. I'm not sure what happened, I think it was a series of events throughout the day, that made me really feel.. It probably doesn't make sense, but I'm really feeling people right now.. Maybe this is throwing me off cuz I don't usually have revelations unless they're about me.. This one is different. I'm aware of people's feelings now; I feel sympathy, compassion, and love,, so much love! It seems random, and I sound like I'm totally rambling.. But honestly, I was just sitting here, thinking about my day, and had to stop everything. I became completely consumed with my thoughts about those close to me.. holy cow guys, I love you! You all put up with so much, including crap from me..yet I never recognized it because I've been caught up in me..what the heck?! You all have your own problems, and most of you put on a front..but you shouldn't have to fake a smile to me..I haven't been showing my care or concern for anyone but myself,, so I'm sorry ): I promise to be here for you all, to understand, love, cherish, and just support you. Today was wonderful in many ways.. and I'm thankful for every day I get to live. Thank you God for my life and family. I pray for health & happiness ♥
~peace.love.mak~
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