well hmph..

I had a revelation last night, and it made me pretty sad. I realized that I'm a senior in high school (duh) and it's my last year to really enjoy being a 'kid.' But instead of enjoying my youth, I'm trying soooo hard to be an adult; mainly because I've always had to be grown up. It breaks my heart to think how much of my time could have been better enjoyed /: I feel like I wasted my adolescence, and now that I'm almost 18 I feel as if I'm too old to start acting like a teenager. Ugh! I understand that the only way to not regret my entire youth is to start enjoying life the way most 17 year olds do,, not most 30 year olds. Anyhoo, that's all. Today's a big day, so I better get up and get ready.
~peace.love.mak~

let it rain ~

Oh my goodness, so many things have happened in the month and a half since I last wrote!
Well, time just flies. My baby brother started Kindergarten, ohhhh boy he's growing up <3

 Adalyn is crawling, sitting up all by herself, and can stand (with support of course),, yayyyy!

 I start school in less than a week, and I'm actually excited. I think that's a first..haha I'm going to my first homecoming next weekend, and the closer it gets the more I'm looking forward to it. I'm just stressing because I don't have a dress or anything yet..yikes.. I am still without a job, but not for long! I kinda started slacking, and now I'm picking up the slack. I want to have a job before this month is over..soooo I have 16 days to get one. *time crunch* Oooh and my birthday is 2 months from today,, the big 18 (; I'm kind of stoked.. Anyhoo, life is a-mazing! I forget that sometimes, but when I snap out of my 'taking everything for granted' trance, I love everyone and everything even more. I am truly BLESSED!!
My dad, brother, and grandparents were over a couple weeks ago and we had a blast!

they're such an inspiration~

 Last weekend my aunt and uncle took my love and I to pike place,, It's sooo beautiful down there~

<3 <3

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That's all [:

~peace.love.mak~