I'm alive~

I'm at a loss for words, yet I have so much to say. This morning is an awakening one~ I opened my window to enjoy the sound of rain falling, and was mesmerized. I couldn't move; I had to sit and just listen.. I got lost in the smell of fresh air and the sweet sound of raindrops dancing on the ground.. It woke me up, made me feel alive. I reconnected with nature, which in turn allowed my spirit to reappear. My spirit yearns to love and be loved, but that's been masked by my bitter thoughts and hurtful words. No longer will I treat people poorly because I'm experiencing a 'bad day;' it's not fair to them. I am so truly blessed to have people stand by me even when I don't deserve them. I promise to treat EVERYONE better, including myself. I'm in love with today~ I love my family and I thank God for all of them <3 I pray for happiness and love <3 And I just want to apologize again to those who have been getting the worst of me. I love you all~

~peace.love.mak~