♪kissing your cares goodbye♫

I've been meaning to write for a few days, but I keep forgetting. Oops! I just wanted to write about how wonderful life is (: School is going so fast, and I'm actually doing really well. yay! Spring quarter is coming up, and I have no idea what I'm taking.. thankfully I have a couple weeks to figure it out.
The gloomy weather has really been draggin me down; I feel like doing nothing all day every day. I spent most of Tuesday in bed because I just didn't want to move. Ha! It was Valentine's day, too~ Which was awesome, might I add. I have the best boyfriend in the world ♥


This is Benny, and the boquet of roses I got (:

Today is 9 months that we've been together, and that's just crazy. I can't believe we've spent 3/4 of a year together, haha!
My dad and brother are coming over in a couple days and I can't wait (:
Oh! I remember what sparked my blog, haha finally~ I went to church on Sunday with Oleg and it was wonderful! I miss church soooo much /: Hopefully I'll be able to go with him more often. Hmm that's all I have for now. [: God is good ♥
~peace.love.mak~

don't let me go ♥

Today was great~ I feel like a lot was accomplished in the short hours of today.. I aced a math quiz, piece of cake! I took a walk with some of my favorite people♥ I spent a couple hours laughing and just being with my mom and brother, which doesn't happen too often.. I'm really in love with life right now~ I feel like I've been struck by lightning, haha I watched the end of this documentary titled 'love, etc.' and that just brightened my day even more! it followed 4 or 5 couples through the ups and downs of their relationships..there was one couple who just celebrated 49 years together--wow! that reminded me of my grandma & grandpa, who just had their 53rd anniversary in December ♥ it's sooo inspiring and touching~ made me wonder if that will happen with any couples these days.. I know one couple who will be together eternally because they are just so incredibly in love,,but that's it..one out of how many? at the same time, that makes me hopeful; I wanna be bigger than everyone else..I'd love so much to be the exception to the rules of modern society. Not only do I wish to spend forever with someone, but I wanna do so happily..

I miss summer ☼

snowed in~

uhhhh.. ?

genuine friendship (:

we need more pictures~

I jus love you ♥

sweet dreams, everyone
~peace.love.mak~

♪I only wanna be with you♫

I don't even know what to say.. I'm feeling a lot of things right now, and they all came out of the blue. I'm falling asleep, but found this so important I had to share it. I'm not sure what happened, I think it was a series of events throughout the day, that made me really feel.. It probably doesn't make sense, but I'm really feeling people right now.. Maybe this is throwing me off cuz I don't usually have revelations unless they're about me.. This one is different. I'm aware of people's feelings now; I feel sympathy, compassion, and love,, so much love! It seems random, and I sound like I'm totally rambling.. But honestly, I was just sitting here, thinking about my day, and had to stop everything. I became completely consumed with my thoughts about those close to me.. holy cow guys, I love you! You all put up with so much, including crap from me..yet I never recognized it because I've been caught up in me..what the heck?! You all have your own problems, and most of you put on a front..but you shouldn't have to fake a smile to me..I haven't been showing my care or concern for anyone but myself,, so I'm sorry ): I promise to be here for you all, to understand, love, cherish, and just support you. Today was wonderful in many ways.. and I'm thankful for every day I get to live. Thank you God for my life and family. I pray for health & happiness ♥
~peace.love.mak~