Monday, September 16, 2013

almost halfway there, still living on a prayer!

   Today I'm 18 weeks pregnant, already!? I had an appointment today and got to see my baby; she's doing great (: I'm feeling ever so blessed that God gave us this second chance.. 

   I know  I often complain about how Oleg and I are doing this all backwards; we should be married then live together and have a baby! But I feel like God wouldn't have given us Joshua when he did if he thought we couldn't handle it. I think we have a really strong, deep, real relationship and I'm thankful for where we are. I know it's a little "backwards" but life happens (quite literally). And I know we'll have a great happy wedding (:
 
 
  I feel like life is really heading in a good direction. Hopefully Oleg will start school in the winter (even though having a baby, full time job and classes will be challenging, i have faith in him).
  I decided I'm not going to quit after having our baby. I'm so young and able, there's really no reason to stop working. It will be nice to have supplemental income to help with college, bills, and our savings. Plus it will get me out of the house, and I know I would miss it a lot if I left. 

   Other than that, not much else is new. I miss Dyll so much! I never see him anymore and it makes me so sad ): I know I need to make more of an effort, though. We're still looking for a place to live, or talking about looking, ha! 

I pray for safety, health, and peace~


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