I had a revelation last night, and it made me pretty sad. I realized that I'm a senior in high school (duh) and it's my last year to really enjoy being a 'kid.' But instead of enjoying my youth, I'm trying soooo hard to be an adult; mainly because I've always had to be grown up. It breaks my heart to think how much of my time could have been better enjoyed /: I feel like I wasted my adolescence, and now that I'm almost 18 I feel as if I'm too old to start acting like a teenager. Ugh! I understand that the only way to not regret my entire youth is to start enjoying life the way most 17 year olds do,, not most 30 year olds. Anyhoo, that's all. Today's a big day, so I better get up and get ready.
~peace.love.mak~
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